Christmas Time

Christmas was pretty nice this year. I think it was because I didn't have to spend it with my stepmom.... is that bad? We've never really got along so it was nice not to have to be stressed out during the holidays.

Anyways...

There's been something that has been bothering me lately. There's this boy. And we have history(some good. some bad). I haven't talked to him in a while, but lately I haven't been able to stop thinking about him. I fell really hard for him and although I've dated other guys since him, I've never cared about any of them as much as I did about him (that's really hard for me to admit). He screwed me over really bad in the past and we've been trying to be friends, but he doesn't seem like he wants to. Should I just forget about him? He seemed really sorry about how he treated me in the past and says he cares, but I feel like his words are empty and for some reason I still find myself thinking about him. This is Ridiculous! And kind of embarrassing. :/ I can't seem to get him out of my head and I don't know how to. I'm 'talking' to another guy right now and I still can't seem to stop thinking about the past. One person should not cause me this much stress and confusion. I don't know what to do.... Help?

On a lighter note.... :)

I might FINALLY be able to get my tattoo! Aaaaaand I'm going to Virginia Beach with my brother and sister for spring break! I love them so much and I miss them a lot so it'll be nice to hang out just the 3 of us again.

Question:

How do you get someone's attention who doesn't seem to care?

Ello

To whoever decides to read this,

My name is Kris(I'm a girl. Some people just assume I'm a boy cause I like to be called Kris instead of Krissy... not sure why some just choose to jump to such assumptions. :P). I decided to make a blog cause I want to be able to show others a different perspective. I've always liked looking at situations through other eyes besides my own, so I hope that maybe I can give others a new way of looking at things through my experiences and thoughts. Plus, I think it'd be nice to get some things out of mind for once. I don't know if anyone will read this, but if you do, thanks for taking the time to read.

On to some basics....

• I'm an Air Force brat, but I consider myself a Californian. I live in Nor Cal now, and I have some family that lives over in Riverside, Sandy Egg (inside joke) aka San Diego, and Santa Barbara.
• I'm currently a freshman at Howard University and I'm an international business major with a concentration in marketing. I love it so far even though the school of business here is nothing to play around with.
• I'm the youngest. One older brother and sister and an older stepsister(we don't get along very well)
• I have drama just like everyone else. You know: money, parents, friends, boys, grades, the usual. I'm sure I'll share more about that with more posts that I create.

Well I think that covers the basics. Feel free to ask me anything. I'm a pretty open person. Merry Christmas!

~Kris~